Saturday, April 2, 2011

I know, I know, a dirty word

They say you should always do whatever it is that scares you.

It's not that easy. Your heart beats so fast it feels like it is going to fly away, your shoulders tense up in the most annoying way possible and you actually have to make an effort to keep breathing. And you question yourself a million times before you actually do it. And when you do, all you can think is shit shit shit why the HELL did I have to do that I totally shouldn't have OMG what now shit.

Not exactly the best feeling in the world.

Getting over it is the hard part. You think up a million things that may be done in order to avoid embarrassment(if whatever you did was embarrassing in some way), which may be as drastic as changing your name and disappearing from the virtual world(IN MY CASE :O :O) or relatively sane, such as just waiting it out.

Sigh. That's what I'll have to do I guess. Wish me luck.


  1. I KNOW THIS FEELING! but i don't remember from where. i end up embarrassing myself a lot, online. :(
    GOOD LUCK! ♥

  2. Thanks for following me ^.^
    I'm not sure if I can relate to your exact situation but yeah, I do regret doing a lot of things in life.
    Good luck ^.^

  3. @Furree: yeah, I'm over it now haha. Thanks though :D

    @Zy: Thanks for following ME! I really liked your blog, so ^^

  4. I left you something on my blog.