They say you should always do whatever it is that scares you.
It's not that easy. Your heart beats so fast it feels like it is going to fly away, your shoulders tense up in the most annoying way possible and you actually have to make an effort to keep breathing. And you question yourself a million times before you actually do it. And when you do, all you can think is shit shit shit why the HELL did I have to do that I totally shouldn't have OMG what now shit.
Not exactly the best feeling in the world.
Getting over it is the hard part. You think up a million things that may be done in order to avoid embarrassment(if whatever you did was embarrassing in some way), which may be as drastic as changing your name and disappearing from the virtual world(IN MY CASE :O :O) or relatively sane, such as just waiting it out.
Sigh. That's what I'll have to do I guess. Wish me luck.
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Saturday, April 2, 2011
Friday, April 1, 2011
I'm such a noob when it comes to making this blog look better!
Anyhow. Furree Katt was nice enough to tag me in one of her posts, so I will have to respond :D
So, it's about my favourite things.
(Which reminds me of this :D)
I will tag... no one. :(
Because I'm still a loser blogger who doesn't really know anyone here, haha.
So even if I DO tag someone they'll go all WTF WHERE DID SHE COME FROM :O :O
So, yeah. No tags.
Anyhow. Furree Katt was nice enough to tag me in one of her posts, so I will have to respond :D
So, it's about my favourite things.
(Which reminds me of this :D)
1. Food - Desi
2. Colour - Purple
3. Animal - DOGS! And tigers.
4. Sports Team - HAH! I am the non-sportiest person alive :D
5. Dessert - Fudgyy brownies <3
6. Artist/Singer/Band - LOTS! These days it's Radiohead.
7. Pair of Shoes - Okay, hahaha. I just remembered that I have huge feet so my choice of shoes is limited XD So they're pretty much all equally treasured :D
8. Outfit - PJs!
9. Skinny Jeans - Are the love!
10. Brand - I'm not one for brands
11. Perfume - Whatever it is my mother wears :p
12. Accessory - My HUMONGOUS turquoise bag
13. City - Islamabad
14. Hobby - Reading, drawing
15. Beauty Product - Um. Olivia, Shukriya? XD haha, I don't use any.
16. Snack - SAMOSAY :D
17. Holiday - We don't have 'holidays'. WTF.
18. Movie -The Goofy Movie
19. Song - Go Slowly, Radiohead (THESE DAYS!)
20. Guilty Pleasure - Talking like a maila. mailee? Whatever :D
I will tag... no one. :(
Because I'm still a loser blogger who doesn't really know anyone here, haha.
So even if I DO tag someone they'll go all WTF WHERE DID SHE COME FROM :O :O
So, yeah. No tags.
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