dreams.

I dreamt about you
I dreamt about you and you looked like Kal Penn
I dreamt about you and you looked like Kal Penn and you were raging mad
mad as a charging bull.
And you screamed at me. Told me to gettout to getlost.
It broke something in me.
When I woke up, there was


a dull ache
in my chest.

Frustration bubbles up inside you like hot lava. Nothing goes right. You curse yourself, curse yourself endlessly, you curse yourself and wish to die.

Patterns in the sky.

Twirl your fingers, twist the clouds around to your liking.
A duck. A prince kissing his princess. A mermaid fleeing. A jukebox. A choo-choo train heading nowhere. Dreams shattering, hearts breaking into a million tiny little pieces.



You danced, I danced, we danced. 
Together.

hosts

no no she said

thank you very much

and her lovesick lover stared and stared and stared into her eyes.

things to do

lie like a corpse
wait to die

idrewedtoday.

ah, crappy phonekacamera, it seems as if I am stuck  with thee.

and thou art stuck with me.

shindig.

I want to make sculptures.

I want to plunge my arms elbow-deep into vats full of mushy warm paper, I want to shape wire into monsters with names. I want to chop up wood and play with string and bits of glass and crushed tincans.

I want to create, I want to give birth to monstrous creations that no one else will understand. I want to stand there in their shadows and

finally

be at peace

I am trying to download a whole 65daysofstatic album. This will probably lead to the download limit  being exceeded and me being left internetless for the next four days, but ah well. It'll be worth it.


The little paper flag thingy that sticks out the top of a Hershey's kiss is called a Nigglywiggly.


my brains
are upside down
wish I had a unicorn